year gonna end.
reflection time.
(i) got my o's results.
(ii) posted to some silly course which i used to take it as my first choice.
(iii) the breakup.
(iv) knowing the Perfect 9 n the rest
(v) the hardest choice/fact
(vi) them gettin tht award!
(vii) knowing babyLIEW and Co.
(viii) x'mas with you @ work. SOB*

my one and only wishes for 2007
1. us to stay happy
2.health is impt.
3.GPA to be at least 3
4. to represent SP for POL-ITE.
5.them to get at least a GOLD.
6.us be united.
7.HIM to have a GPA of 3.9 again. (: *i m stressing u*
8.endless shopping
9. new 11 pound ball
10. dexter bowling shoe.
11.more gathering for oxified.
12. less stress from work =x
13. break my personal record n doubles record (:
14. peace*

thanking the people i wanna thank and making this year a better one:

my parents
thanks for ur understanding and care towards me.
pamper me for all these 18 years =x

justina.fiona.jessilyn.
thanks for being there whenever i need u people. (:

xinglin.deziree.yongxin.xuewen
do well for ur O's next year k.
stay happy!

yvonne.joan.rina.jasy.nicole.jieyi.
sisters forever.
u girls cheer my life up.

derrick.alex.dolp.andy.RJ.royson.nigel.junwei
take care guys.
18 going on 19 soon.
be on standby to protect ur country (:
miss u guys.
PLEASE stay in touch despite going NS.

lizhen.alicia.ahtum.wangbei.shuhui.bel.alan.junhao
thnks thnks thnks and a million thnks,
contributing laughter and joy to my POLY life.
and be there on my 18th birthday (:

my bandmates of sMb.
do ur best for next year SYF.
do rmb the PROMISE u guys did to us seniors.
dun let us down.
EUPHies too!!

my best tagteam partner FER & char(ahbu)
happy new year and pull ur ear.
see the light infront of us.
*blink blink*
tht is our target ! stay happy!

peifen.shenzhi.peiping.sherman.
THANKS to u people.
may all ur wishes come tRuuuuuee!

and lastly to my babyLIEW
thanks for being there when i need U!
thnks for withstandin my atttiude/temper/whatever.
LOVE YA!!


huggies to all
merry x',mas n a happy new year(:

feliz navidad to all.

eve of x'mas = eve of stock take
x'mas = stocktake.
stressssssssssss.

had been havin nightmares about the stocktake
=x
deeply pressurised.
thankful tht i had YOU for christmas.
not gonna be a normal christmas for US two.
stayin at store to do up the counting and stuff..
bless us*

caught THE NIGHT AT MUSUEM with him a few days back at VIVO.
(:
such a GREAT movie.
comedy and family love.
9.5/10
exciting!
but the seats arent tht comfortable.

did a wonderful shopping this week despite my busy tight schedule for work but at least ASHLEY found time for her favourite hobby - SHOPPING!
bought the MELISSA slippers.
the covered shoes for work.
the RED TAB LEVIS jeans. *finally*
the xmas present.
bought a LEVIS top for him.
and he got me a ADIDAS top too.

(:


anyway, a few days back some idiotic demanding low-mannerism lying customer (GENDER: FEMALE) grabbed us and scolded us.
boohoo!
she claimed she was there for 1hr and 45 mins.
but to us the staffs present, especially Tracy, knowing tht she was only there for less than 30mins. and she went on nagging like a MOOMOO.
chaotic commotion and she threw her anger at innocent targets like the uninvolved staffs at MUJI. freak*
i ended up crying buckets
thomas said she is low mannerism.
fate consoled me.
dar was there too to console me.
if there is no CUSTOMERS' RIGHTS, i will be there to shout back at her.
is not as if i had not explain to her, but i apologise times and times on the behalf of my colleague even though i m not the one who served her tht day. i even asked her to come back the next day so we could trace the matter or stock but she yanked her way and she blowed up before leaving.
boohoo!
ugly singaporean.

i just felt tht u r lying.
how can i believe u.?
do we still hav the type of trust in this frenship.?


i had longed waited for tht.
but it never happen all these years.
searching high and low just for IT.
but it really never appear till now.
and all is too late.

boost of the day.


as usual, i got my funny tots when i was bathing.
or should i say is motivation/inspiration?

to a group of people

be the clay pot maker tht has the motivation from others.
imagine you the clay pot maker's artworks had been recognised by many customers who quene up for your piece of art.
as you were making on one of the regular customers' item, it soon to be finish and you felt is the most beautiful art work you had done so far in ur many years in this career.
then something stupid might happen.
a housefly happen to fly around tht pot you had been doin for the past few hours and *SMACK*.
u miss it but you hit ur own hardwork down to earth as flat as a pancake.
sad isnt' it.
what will you do.?

be the clay pot maker tht build his art work up again and believe he will made something similar to the previous and put in his best foot into the making.
BELIEVE.
be motivated by the others.
you guys must put in your best.
(:



bad days for me recently.
more customers coming in
i m dead tired, shorthanded as donavan was on MC for a couple of days which made me the only person in charge of fashion in the afternoon shift.
Sylvia is leaving on fri. bless her with her best results at the end of nxt year O's.
stock check is next week.
and i am thankful tht peifen will be back. Sherman too. (:
and of cus my baby LIEW.
it seems i am givin him lots of nick,huh?
dar and sher are now the warehouse doin the pre stock check while me gonna be at the shop )=
bless us next week.

4 more days to x'mas i am busy working and not buying anything for my buddies.
sad*

to perfect 9:
gimme the dates u guys free k.
and x'mas is 12 days. (:

woohoo!
i finally got myself 2 pairs of shoes n tht melissa sandals!
(((:

photos taken at zOo (:
xcuse me. not all are here.
soon to upload from dar's hp.
the following are taken with my phone. (:

the tixs are nice rite??

do they look like someone u koe?

the before n after. haha. =x

let me eat full full so tht i can FLY with santa (:

the PHANY.

our legs as compared to an elephant's

these 2 photos is our hardship.
cus' the ROOs keep butt-facing the visitors.
*sweats*

more to come.
stay tuned


no training for 3 weeks
*sweats*
*frown*
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling
i miss bowling.
i miss bowling.


thnks for telling me.
the more she doesn get my trust.
THNKS.
bottom of the line.
things will never be the same again.
(:

my boyfriend calls me a chimp chimp moo moo oink oink and laughs at my determination of buying a new waterbottle.

happy 1st month to us, baby.

had a very unusual celebration at the Singapore Zoo.
well, i choose this place cus i had nv been there for quite sometime. (:
we enjoyed it.
personally, i liked the OTTERs, COWs, ELEPHANTs, PIGs and ROOs.
they are cute.
took a few photos but will soon upload.
i sounded as if i had a weird taste of liking for animals.
i was a zoologist back in primary 4, excuse me.
i got the badge =X

something stupid cut across my mind ytd when we arrived at the ROOs.
the signboard read abt the EMU being the second largest bird in the world.
then, stupid me asked baby.
ashley: Emu is the second largest bird then which is the largest bird.
baby: ostrich.
ashley: NO. is the big bird from seasame street. =D
baby: DIAO~

i got HIGH when we entered the animal land.
the MOOs MOOs.
the OINKs OINKs.
the MEHs MEHs.
and the pool.
somehow, he told me a yellow joke bout cows.
shh! our secert =x
obviously, my retarted side surfaced then when i was about to take pictures of the pigs.
ashley: oink oink
the pig: oink oink
it really happened when u OINK at them.
ashley: OEI! look here. *holding the camera* OEI.
the pig just simply ignored me and carry on digging its food and OINKing.

afterwhich went to marina sQ had dinner at PIZZA HUT.
shop ard.

as for the gift exchange part.
i got him a NUM laptop bag.
and he got me a couple shirt from NUM again and a pair of earings.
thanks much, baby`

i miss bowling.


8 more days and it gonna be christmas.
h a p p y x'mas to all.
may all ur wishes cum true. (:

MY WISH LIST
dearest SANTA,
i am wishing for the following items.
please grant me with them. (:
thnks lotsa`

i) a new 11 pound bowling ball. (prefer to look nice as well)
ii) of cus a trolley to go along for the storage of my 2 bowling balls.
iii) DEXTER blue or silver bowling shoe
iv) good health to my family.
v) a REDWIRE levis jeans.
vi) tht NUM 13062005 shirt.
vii) the MELISSA flip-flops
viii) my D drive to get well.
ix) double pay for X'mas.
x) YOU!

somehow i felt i am missing her.
not tht i am a bi-sexual, excuse me*
she used to be part of my family, and i wish she is still part of it.
somehow i miss her, miss the days we chat abt my problems and her giving me lots of advice.
i respected her cus i saw abit of her in me and she is definitely someone i looked up to as a big sister since i had none.

she helped me in many ways, my past BGR probs and my studies.
as christmas is dropping by in a week time, it just cut across my mind about how we spent the christmas tgt many years since then.
happen to pass thru a photo which i used to take with her with my another cousin when i was tidyin up my table.
memories just flickered thru my mind.
the BBQs, the chalets and the family dinners.
just miss her as a sister.

the day when she broke a news to me.
i was dumb-founded.
i cant find any reasons and see no faults in tht.
but everything just ended.
i am stubborn and i know it
i want her and i had long regard her as my family.
i never felt so close to any of non-family members other than my boyfrens.
i duno what shud i said now as nth can bring her back
and this christmas wouldn be tht happy for me either.
and this christmas there will be a missing figure at my granny's hse gathering.
i just hate it.
things arent within my control and i know tht cus i am nobody to interupt in this as to them, i m just a small kid who koes nth much.
BUT, i just miss her as a sister.
i duno if she gonna reads this, but i just miss her.
maybe i am being too emotional now, but i cant help to let the tears brimmed at my eyes.
and i dont even koe if HE gonna read this, he must think i am mad blogging this stupid entry which drives any readers no where of wad i am trying to say here.
but i just down. gloomy.
dark clouds gather above me as if it gonna pour soon.

LOVE is fragile.
maybe someone is correct,
even a 10 year relationship will even had an ending.
there will still be a full-stop to it.
fairytales are just lies.
LOVE is just a sin tht fools rush for.
everyone just wanted to be accompany
does a long running relation made the couples grew sick of each other rather than making them more deeply in love?
no one has the answer.
but somehow, based on my experience. it is a 50-50 thing.
when one side decided to get more committed, the other half decided to let go.
this is the modern world, the reality of love.
LOVE is cruel.

does absence makes the heart fonder still exists?

can i say i pity her.?
a long running relation called for a stop,
she felt dejected yet the guy never giv a damn about it.
he is no longer there by his side which he used to for the past near 5 years.
she felt alone. but not many could understand.
i too, might nt really koe how or what could happen.
but since u are too used to HIM by ur side, a sudden disappearance from him simply make u suffer.
does he even koe how to cherish her?
i had no right to say but i just feel sorry for her.
utterly disgrace?

footnote: i duno what m i saying. i mean blogging, just wanting to voice out things which kept in my heart for quite sometime. more to come...i pity her, i miss her. IF u're reading this, i might not koe how u doin now. but at least i koe sumhow how u feel. to me, a 2 year relation is not so easy to let go. nevertheless for a 5 year relationship. HURT is the process.HAPPINESS is the destination.

nites all.
i felt much better now.
and i koe there is less one soul at the dinner next week bahs.
frown*

its' over.
i had tis unique feeling which i cant define its name.
happy yet sad.
what feeling is tht?
mixed emotions.?

anyway, i am super glad tht i broke my long running record of 160.
i broke it with a high score of 184.
i had my TURKEY, and it is like a finally kind of thing.
satisfied with myself.
*frown*
but somehow thiings just doesn go the right way ):
fer and mine's doubles didn do well like we did in POL-ITE.
crest-fallen.
we didnt hit 1000 ):

to fer: we shall hit 1200 nxt time round (:

went to watch THE HOLIDAY at Cathay with him.
nice movie.
sweet romance comedy.
8.5/10
it is a must watch movie for all couples.
as for singles, watch it too. cus it's such a thumbs up movie. (:

just return from sch.
suppose not to attend school for 3 days.
but i still did set my foot at school.
went to have a 4 set of bowling after the NTU thing.
fer and me are just BOWL-HOLIC.
=x


tomoro is the zOo outing~
looking damn forward to it. (:
and i wanna go mOoMoOmOo~

revenge is sweet.


1 down ; 2 to go.

trio is over

fer, ahbu and i had did our best but we somehow didnt get the type of results we really wanted.

most likely due to the lane condition which is extremely OILY.

got so pissed off with it tht i nearly throw my tantrum then.

tmr is the doubles and single for fer.

me and fer got to buck up

reply to fer's tag:
we gonna do our best like we did at POL-ITE.
1000 points in total for 2 of us in 4 games.
3 cheers to us!
like anyone who will ever said,
nv complete with anyone but urself.
so girl, we must beat our old record (:

3 cheers to SP bowlers (:
3 cheers to the 4 singles representing SP tmr.
3 cheers to those playing doubles tmr.
3 cheers to SP ladies team
and lastly
3 cheers to FER n ASH 's doubles!


footnote: FER, thanks goodness tht those GIRLS arent there, or else my ear drums gonna burst. AND rest well tonite. STOP MAPLING! =P

24 hours back then,

my brain was protesting to skip sch for 3 days.

kept praying tht i will be IN not OUT.

1 hour later,

thank god i m IN!!

tht means i gonna miss school for 3 days

miss tht site visit.

miss my submission for GEMS ICA2.

miss my building serivce lecture.

miss my IT PTY lesson

and lastly my special day with him =(

so will any kind souls please help the poor girl who gonna miss school for 3 days with her assignment and stuff BLAH BLAH.



anyway,

work this weekend was a touture.

especially today.

as usual, meeting ignorant customers is a must-face kind of routine now.

label them selfish.they care only bout themselves and not for the rest of the people who needed our service as well.

as if the whole store is there to cater ONLY their patronage.

and they made a big fuss about anything under the sun despite not being our fault.

forget it.

i gonna take a break for a week off from work..

thnks much to NTU event

woohoo!



i gonna miss almost everything in school.

lessons.

jap food from FC1

Laska & Carrot Cake from FC1.

the hot juicy gossips.

the crapest jokes by the CUTE ginny.

the yellow jokes by Alan.

the blurness of alicia.

the jokes tht can make me throw water up by muthu.

the broken english of ahtum.

the irritating laughter of demanding annabel.

the kind and understanding words speak by bei.

the sacarsm of junhao.


oh dear! i speak as if i got to leave the school for ages.
hmm..
anyway, i wouldn be seeing them so soon after tues..
so my last day in school for tis term shall be on tues.
wahahaha!
my hands is full of stuffs to do
but greatly thanks to BOWLING and YOU! to help me destress~
smooches*

sleep tight guys.
my bed is calling me!
nites to all.

p/s: wish me luck for tht 4 days.
allsmiles*

semi-stoned.


typing tis entry ; half-life


hunger strikes me now.


mind filled with the bowling later.


dead boring lesson


9 more days.


mind in a blank wad to buy.


surprise`


lunch-ing with alicia n gin.


where? aimless target again..

fondue?

*
craving for...

CARL's JR`

i am strongly addicted to it.




missing him.//
silent greetings*

after being promted to keep updatin my blog, i pen down this entry.
here it goes:

had been real busy tis week despite my term tests are over,
bowling.
studying.
working.
blah blah blah.
didn really have time to blog or even online.
BUT at least/finally i got my phone
WOOHOO!!


Tues (5/12)
sch ended quite early but we hang ard till 6+ to do up the Old Folks thingy.
met him outside his sch afterwhich, went to catch movie at cineleisure
Casino Royale.
(:
thumbs up*
nice movie.
8.5/10 i shall give.
(:


Wed (6/12)
met char for bowling after school.
fer suppose to meet us but due to her project so..
didnt bowl well.
*thumbs down*
sad*
met dar after tht and went down to BBP to study.
(:
i am hardworking.


Thurs (7/12)
sch ended real early.
went to work
and nth much.

today is lurvies's concert n my inter bowling tournament.
jiayous to us bahs!!
anyway happy birthday to yuyu (:

will be back soon.

happy birthday to justina & jasy
lots of hugs n loves from me*

to the following people:
xinglin
tell me the price for my eup jersey thnks!!
n do up the list asap!!

jasy
hope u love the present.
cus i love it myself, if u dun like, my arms r always free to welcome it =x
sorry for nt attending FULL of ur celebration

perfect 9 & adeline
i finally complete my english version.
woohoo!
nobody die in my script, unlike the first 2 editions of ginyn n muthu =x

the rest of the readers
i'll be busy so hardly will i blog anything now. =)
especially nic. thnks being an avid reader to my blog (:


trust is impt to all.
no matter in frenship or in a relationship.
when there is no trust, everything will be gone.
sumtimes ppl are so totally engrossed into things they tend to misuse the trust ppl had in them.
i duno. maybe due to my past failure in relationship i simply gt not much trust in ppl bahs.
trust need to be build. as the saying goes, rome isnt build in a day.

everyone has faults n attitude, but not the one who has big attitude call the shot.
hais.
childish or naive. i duno..
i got more things to bother abt than tis..

ytd right after sch went home to change n meet up with the girls at causeway.
glad tht everyone fork out their time to spend a day tgt.
especially for me.
joan had GEMS. nic finish sch at 1 while the birthday girl had to celebrate her bdae in sch before joining us.
had pasta mania n shop ard till 5 plus and i left to meet zHu`
didn really had a chance to meet up with the guys.
opps*
anyway, hope jasy enjoy the day (:

work full shift today
and i woke up very late.
>.<
luckily gt zHu`,sherman n shen zhi to join me for dinner
finally got to meet up with her! hee =D
miss her loads.
after work got zHu` to send me home.
allsmiles*


i miss bowling!!


[brb to watch man utd match]